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PEARL'S NOTES - VOLUME 492:

Page 13 01/10/2009:  I return to my heavenly Father every day - like the Prodigal Son - seeking forgiveness, mercy & grace, and the embrace of my God - every day, all the time.

(Since my illness I am not able to kneel to pray - and ?? I said to the Lord "I am kneeling in my heart")

Page 15 01/10/2009:   (Yes, yes, yes. All I want is Jesus living in my heart. nothing else.)

Page 24 02/10/2009:  A SACRIFICE IS REQUIRED - means so much more than I thought and the LOrd?? is beginning to show me all that it means.
when Hannah?? wept before the Lord begging for a child - the Lord granted her request after she had made the sacrifice of offering Samuel to the Lord all the days of his life.

Page 25 03/10/2009:  After Jesus great sacrifice came Resurrection - not only for Himself but for us also.

Page 26 03/10/2009:  As with Hannah - after I had made the sacrifice of not taking med. for migraine & trusting the Lord - he healed me & I never got mig. again.  For the Lord had said to me. "It is I. Do not be afraid"

YOU MUST CRUCIFY YOUR OWN WILL SO THAT THE WILL OF GOD MAY BE DONE, SO THAT DEATH MAY BE OVERCOME.
Just think that God's will is only done as my will is crucified.
And God's will is always for life.
And the crucifiction of my will is the sacrifice that is required for there to be life.

Page 28 04/10/2009:  Jesus you are everything.
You are the world.
You carry rivers?? oceans 7 mountains & cities & ?? within you.
You are the Kingdom of God that swallows up the whole universe.

Page 29 04/10/2009:  Jesus I give myself to You this day
Please give yourself to me this day.
My soul needs to be bathed in the sweetness of Your love.

Page 31 04/10/2009:  We must put an arm around each other - an arm of concern, compassion, help and love.

Page 31 05/10/2009:  I am more than a conqueror because Jesus has conquered me.

Jesus has already forgiven all my sins.  I just need to enter in to that forgiveness.

Page 40 07/10/2009:  PLease Lord Jesus don't let me ever lose You.   For if I lose You I lose everything.

Page 44 09/10/2009:  Through the power of the Cross you come into the KIngdom & you bring others in.

Page 46 10/10/2009:  Mislaid my specs & ?? ?? - searched everywhere for ages - was just about to give up when I prayed "Holy Spirit please reveal to me where my glasses are" - and immediately I experienced knowing that they were inside my grey jersey - went & looked and there they were.  Was amazed at how the Lord answered me when I asked.

Couldn't sleep last night with a lot of pain from arthritis - but was aware of the presence of the Lord all night.  Was crippled with arthritis ?? - could hardly move and in great pain - then Jesus shouted and swore at me - and I accepted it and said "Yes" to Jesus.  Brought?? the knee to His Throne in the ?? - and he healed me - not totally, but made it possible for me to move around.  Saw so clearly then that by His wounds I am healed as I said Yes to all the things that woumded him.
It's all so amazing and wonderful.  The Lord is so good and full of love and compassion - and His plan(s) and purpose are all perfect.  My perfect and wonderful Jesus.  I love You with all my heart & my life & breath.

Page 49 11/10/2009:  Comfort my heart with your Grace oh Jesus, and tell me that all will be well.  Grant us all Your Spirit and Your Grace for that is all we need.

Page 50 12/10/2009:  Something that fulfills men's needs to belong to something greater than themselves.  [This might have been a quote!! Bernard]

Page 51 13/10/2009:  Was feeling cut off from the presence of Jesus and pleaded with Him to come to me & comfort my heart - to renew my Spirit & renew my Soul, to restore the Love relationship with Him so that I can feel ?? in my heart.  And he did - very gently, very softly, utterly sweetly and He showed me that He is always with me and that everything that happens is in His hand.  Praise Him.



Page 53 14/10/2009:  Hear?? of all this terrible crime in SA.  Thought as I overcome in the small things, ?? ?? ?? - it releases God to overcome in the big things, like crime & corruption & the terrible poverty of the poor.

The promised land is my heart - the Kingom of God in my heart.

God expects us to do the things we can do & then He turns up with His miracles.

When you give Jesus the Lordship of your life, then He gives you lordship over the things in your life.



Page 55 15/10/2009:  For the first time I really saw the meaning of "for the little mustard seed" - the tiny, tiny thing I do releases God's great miracle.

It amazes me that God only works in partneship with us!!
This is what the Covenant Relationship is.  My small ?? of obedience releases God's supernatural actions.
Jesus did something so huge and agonising - and I am required to do something so small - and the Supernatural power that Jesus gained by his death on the Cross is made available by my small death to the self.



Page 57 15/10/2009:  My heart is the Promised land and my heart is the Kingdom of God.  The Promised land is in my heart and the Kingdom of God is in my heart.  Jesus is the Promised land and He is the Kingdom of God and he is in my heart.



Pages 58-60 15/10/2009:  [Oh the great humility of God]
FROM VOL491 - 29/9:
In the night when I was praying for J and his court case today - I felt the Lord saying  "A sacrifice is required" - and that the ?? is to refrain from sin.  Saw then that we are in partneship with God.  He doesn't do anything without us - just as we don't do anything without Him.  It is the ?? where he says "If you do whatever I ask you, I will do whatever you aske Me".
He is the great God of the Universe and can do anything He wants - but he doesn't.  He waits for us to obey him.  So that?? His ?? is released to do whatever needs to be done.  It is to give a divine purpose to our lives, to make us feel lik gods - we who do nothing - and less than nothing.  Oh how he loves us!!

Through Jesus's death & resurrection, his ascension & the outpouring of the H.S. at Pentecost - & the ?? outpouring of the H.S. - God had done for us all He's going to do & the rest is up to us.  [Is is like once the spigot was opened it couldn't be closed again].

So God's in His heaven and all's wellwith the world.  He made it all well. - and is up to us to keep ot that way.  And the fact that all is not well with the world (with 100 million people starving!) means that we are not obeying the Lord.  It is finished - but not functioning.

It's like God had this great & wonderful plan through Jesus - to make it all well with the world.  This is why Jesus established his Church.  This is why He chose disciples - & still does - so that we can fulfill god's plan.  So that we are freely part of Him & He of us.  To make us ONE with Him all ONE - ?? ?? day of ??.

To fail in this is like unravelling a knitted garment - and leaves Jesus hanging naked?? on the Cross, weeping, and His tears fall on us - and we too are naked.  A sacrifice is required!  Jesus's sacrifice was so huge & terrible and our sacrifice is so tiny - and yet it becomes ONE Sacrifice - God the Father sees it as one sacrifice.





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